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LUMINOUS ROT

by BLADE OF MARROW

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1.
SHOREWOOD 05:39
I'VE SEEN YOUR BONES BURIED SHALLOW I'VE SEEN YOUR BONES SHATTERED AND SEWN I'VE SEEN YOUR BONES TRICKLING MOLD I'VE SEEN YOUR BONES SHARPENED, EXPOSED
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I'VE BEEN THINKING OVERTHINKING I'VE BEEN PICKING NERVOUS PICKING I'VE BEEN PURGING IMPULSE PURGING I'VE BEEN BLEEDING ORAL BLEEDING
3.
RAVEN'S NEST 02:51
THE CANKER SORES ARE BECOMING MORE AND MORE FREQUENT MY ONLY REGRET IS THAT I DIDN'T DO THIS SOONER
4.
THEY TRY TO SET ME OFF I SAW THE FUCKING SIGNS THROWING DIRT ON MY SOUL I WILL ALWAYS BE GOLDEN IF YOU NEVER DID GIVE A FUCK THEN WHY YOU COULDN'T BE OPEN? WENT FROM HITTING ON YOU TO HITTING MY HEAD ON THE GRANITE I CAME OUT OF IT WITH NOTHING WISH I COULD JUST GO ON PLANNING NOW YOU TRYING TO FIND A BETTER HIGH WITH A BETTER GUY SAID IT'S ALL OF MY FAULT YOU NEED TO GO AND FIND A BETTER LIE WHAT HAPPENED TO STAYING THROUGH THE THICK OF IT? WHEN I WAS WITH YOU, STARTED TO FEEL ALONE IT'S HARD FOR ME TO THINK OF IT IT'S HARD TO THINK OF IT HARD TO THINK OF YOU HARD TO THINK THAT YOU OF ALL PEOPLE WOULD GO AND TURN ON ME CLIMATE CHANGE GETTING WARMER THINK THE WORLD TRYING TO BURN ON ME RICH WHITE FACES LOOKING REAL STERN ON ME YOU A BIT BASIC YOU A BIT RACIST ALWAYS HATED YOUR FRIENDS AND I REALLY HATED ALL OF YOUR PLAYLISTS TAME IMPALA IS ONLY SO GOOD WHEN YOU KEEP PLAYING THEM 68 TIMES IN THE SAME CAR RIDE RATHER HAVE MY LUNGS DROWNING IN CHLORIDE RATHER BE HOGTIED IN A DOGFIGHT WITH MY DICK OUT IN THE SPOTLIGHT ACTING ALL INNOCENT LIKE YOU GOT CROSSES IN YOUR EYES CAN'T CROSS YOUR LIES YOU REALLY DID LEAVE A MARK ON ME NOTHING IN THE TANK, GOT NO SPARK IN ME THOUGHT WE HAD A SPARK IN US YOU WAS DOUBTING US IF WE HAD ANYTHING, TRUST ME IT IS FAR FROM US YOU WAS STARVING US YOU WAS STARVING US, AYE GROWLING AT EACH OTHER, WE WAS BOTH SO EMPTY, AYE TEARING AT EACH OTHER, YEAH I GOT NO SOUL IN ME, AYE TALKING TO MY FRIENDS, YOU WAS ALWAYS SO PETTY, AYE WHEN WE BLEW APART, I THREW A PARTY CONFETTI, AYE MY LOVE FOR YOU IS GONE, I RAN OUT OF IT WENT FROM BEING STARVED TO BEING TOO FULL OF YOUR SHIT YOUR LOW BLOWS TO BELOW THE BELT IT WAS EVERY DAY KEEP THROWING THEM PUNCHES NOT LIKE WE WAS FUCKING ANYWAY ALL THAT SHIT ALL THOSE LIES EVERYTHING YOU SAID TO ME DID IT MAKE YOU FEEL BETTER? DID IT MAKE YOU FEEL BETTER? ALL THAT SHIT ALL THOSE LIES EVERYTHING YOU SAID TO ME DID IT MAKE YOU FEEL BETTER? IT MADE YOU LOOK WEAK I HAD TO CUT YOU OFF YEAH, IT REALLY TOOK A PIECE OF ME BUT I HAD TO DO IT CAUSE YOU KEPT TAKING SOME PEACE FROM ME COULD'VE ENDED PEACEFULLY BUT YOU HAD TO BRING MY UGLY NEVER KNEW I REALLY HAD AN EVIL ME HOW YOU LET GO SOMETHING THAT WAS NEVER REAL? HOW YOU OPEN UP ABOUT THINGS THAT YOU KNEW YOU COULD NEVER FEEL? NEVER KNEW NUMB WAS A FEELING UNTIL I LOVED ON YOU REALLY BROUGHT ME TO A LOW LIKE BABY WHAT WAS UP WITH YOU? WOULDN'T I LISTEN TO YOU WHEN YOU FELT YOU HAD SOMETHING TO SAY? WOULDN'T I COMFORT YOU WHENEVER YOU DID WANT ME TO STAY? ALWAYS GAVE YOU A HAND BUT YOU WOULD BITE AT IT GIVE ME HARM WENT FROM GIVING YOU A HAND TO GIVING YOU A FUCKING ARM YOU WAS MY PRIORITY I WAS JUST AN OPTION FOR YOU VENOM POURING OUT MY MOUTH GUESS I'M JUST A TOXIN FOR YOU WE WERE AT EACH OTHERS' THROATS YEAH, I GOT SOME CAUTION TOWARDS YOU NOW YOU PICKING UP ANOTHER, LIKE WOAH IS THIS AN AUCTION FOR YOU? WHEN I WAS WITH YOU, I WASN'T HAPPY I BECAME OBSESSIVE I WOULD ALWAYS SAY I'M SORRY IT WAS GETTING TOO EXCESSIVE YOU BECAME AGGRESSIVE I BECAME DISMISSIVE WHAT THE FUCK IS OUR DYNAMIC IF WE YELLING ALL THE FUCKING TIME? I WOULD START TO PANIC WANTED YOU TO JUST BE FUCKING MINE I WAS HUNGRY FOR YOU LIKE SOMEONE WHO'S TRYING TO CUT A LINE WE WAS ON THE EDGE, BABY I HAD TO CUT THE FUCKING LINE FELT LIKE SPLITTING MY HEAD OPEN JUST GET SOME CLARITY ARGUMENTS WOULD NEVER END IT WAS FUCKING SCARING ME I WAS SCREAMING FOR YOU TO COME BACK YOU WAS NEVER HEARING ME YOU WAS MY EVERYTHING NOW YOU'RE JUST A STRANGER TO ME SCARED TO EVER LOVE YEAH, I FEEL IT'S JUST A DANGER FOR ME I'VE REGRESSED I'M DEPRESSED I'M A MESS I'M A MESS ARE YOU HAPPY NOW? ARE YOU HAPPY NOW? ARE YOU HAPPY NOW? ARE YOU HAPPY NOW? ARE YOU HAPPY NOW? ALL THAT SHIT ALL THOSE LIES EVERYTHING YOU SAID TO ME DID IT MAKE YOU FEEL BETTER? DID IT MAKE YOU FEEL BETTER? ALL THAT SHIT ALL THOSE LIES EVERYTHING YOU SAID TO ME DID IT MAKE YOU FEEL BETTER? IT MADE YOU LOOK WEAK
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THE LEAVES ARE TURNING BROWN AGAIN ANOTHER YEAR INSIDE, WATCHING THE BASEBOARDS CRACKLE WITH SLOW WARMTH AWAKING ME WITH A PARCHED THIRST NEW ENGLAND'S GOT ME BY THE THROAT BUT I LIKE BEING CHOKED, LIGHTLY IT REMINDS ME OF MY TONSILS THEY ALMOST DID ME IN BEFORE I COULD
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"WHY SHOULD WE KEEP TRYING WHEN I KNOW YOU'RE NOT THE ONE?"
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ATLANTIC 03:17
IT'S BEEN SO LONG AND TIN CANS AND STRING FOR YEARS IS ALL THAT WE'VE KNOWN COULD IT BE YOU'RE REALLY HERE? 'CAUSE MY EYES ARE OPEN AND EVERYTHING STILL MOVES IN SLOW-MOTION BREATHLESS AND BLUE, AND BEHIND YOUR EYES, THE SEA OCEANS OF LIGHT ENVELOPE ME BUT THINGS CAN'T BE AS THEY SEEM I'M SO FAR FROM HOME THIS MUST BE ANOTHER DREAM BUT MY EYES ARE OPEN AND EVERYTHING STILL MOVES IN SLOW-MOTION BREATHLESS AND BLUE, AND BEHIND YOUR EYES, THE SEA OCEANS OF LIGHT ENVELOPE ME

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released March 4, 2022

EVERYTHING BY JAMES GOLDMANN AT NU HOUSE STUDIOS
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VOCALS ON 'WEAK' WRITTEN AND PERFORMED BY TAHA
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'ATLANTIC' ORIGINALLY COMPOSED BY THRICE

ART BY UNGGUN YULIANTO
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