THROWING DIRT ON MY SOUL
I WILL ALWAYS BE GOLDEN
IF YOU NEVER DID GIVE A FUCK
THEN WHY YOU COULDN'T BE OPEN?
WENT FROM HITTING ON YOU
TO HITTING MY HEAD ON THE GRANITE
I CAME OUT OF IT WITH NOTHING
WISH I COULD JUST GO ON PLANNING
NOW YOU TRYING TO FIND A BETTER HIGH
WITH A BETTER GUY
SAID IT'S ALL OF MY FAULT
YOU NEED TO GO AND FIND A BETTER LIE
WHAT HAPPENED TO STAYING THROUGH THE THICK OF IT?
WHEN I WAS WITH YOU, STARTED TO FEEL ALONE
IT'S HARD FOR ME TO THINK OF IT
IT'S HARD TO THINK OF IT
HARD TO THINK OF YOU
HARD TO THINK THAT YOU OF ALL PEOPLE WOULD GO AND TURN ON ME
CLIMATE CHANGE GETTING WARMER
THINK THE WORLD TRYING TO BURN ON ME
RICH WHITE FACES LOOKING REAL STERN ON ME
YOU A BIT BASIC
YOU A BIT RACIST
ALWAYS HATED YOUR FRIENDS AND I REALLY HATED ALL OF YOUR PLAYLISTS
TAME IMPALA IS ONLY SO GOOD WHEN YOU KEEP PLAYING THEM 68 TIMES
IN THE SAME CAR RIDE
RATHER HAVE MY LUNGS DROWNING IN CHLORIDE
RATHER BE HOGTIED IN A DOGFIGHT
WITH MY DICK OUT IN THE SPOTLIGHT
ACTING ALL INNOCENT LIKE YOU GOT CROSSES IN YOUR EYES
CAN'T CROSS YOUR LIES
YOU REALLY DID LEAVE A MARK ON ME
NOTHING IN THE TANK, GOT NO SPARK IN ME
THOUGHT WE HAD A SPARK IN US
YOU WAS DOUBTING US
IF WE HAD ANYTHING, TRUST ME
IT IS FAR FROM US
YOU WAS STARVING US
YOU WAS STARVING US, AYE
GROWLING AT EACH OTHER, WE WAS BOTH SO EMPTY, AYE
TEARING AT EACH OTHER, YEAH I GOT NO SOUL IN ME, AYE
TALKING TO MY FRIENDS, YOU WAS ALWAYS SO PETTY, AYE
WHEN WE BLEW APART, I THREW A PARTY CONFETTI, AYE
MY LOVE FOR YOU IS GONE, I RAN OUT OF IT
WENT FROM BEING STARVED TO BEING TOO FULL OF YOUR SHIT
YOUR LOW BLOWS TO BELOW THE BELT
IT WAS EVERY DAY
KEEP THROWING THEM PUNCHES
NOT LIKE WE WAS FUCKING ANYWAY
ALL THAT SHIT
ALL THOSE LIES
EVERYTHING YOU SAID TO ME
DID IT MAKE YOU FEEL BETTER?
DID IT MAKE YOU FEEL BETTER?
ALL THAT SHIT
ALL THOSE LIES
EVERYTHING YOU SAID TO ME
DID IT MAKE YOU FEEL BETTER?
IT MADE YOU LOOK WEAK
I HAD TO CUT YOU OFF
YEAH, IT REALLY TOOK A PIECE OF ME
BUT I HAD TO DO IT CAUSE YOU KEPT TAKING SOME PEACE FROM ME
COULD'VE ENDED PEACEFULLY
BUT YOU HAD TO BRING MY UGLY
NEVER KNEW I REALLY HAD AN EVIL ME
HOW YOU LET GO SOMETHING THAT WAS NEVER REAL?
HOW YOU OPEN UP ABOUT THINGS THAT YOU KNEW YOU COULD NEVER FEEL?
NEVER KNEW NUMB WAS A FEELING UNTIL I LOVED ON YOU
REALLY BROUGHT ME TO A LOW
LIKE BABY
WHAT WAS UP WITH YOU?
WOULDN'T I LISTEN TO YOU WHEN YOU FELT YOU HAD SOMETHING TO SAY?
WOULDN'T I COMFORT YOU WHENEVER YOU DID WANT ME TO STAY?
ALWAYS GAVE YOU A HAND BUT YOU WOULD BITE AT IT
GIVE ME HARM
WENT FROM GIVING YOU A HAND TO GIVING YOU A FUCKING ARM
YOU WAS MY PRIORITY
I WAS JUST AN OPTION FOR YOU
VENOM POURING OUT MY MOUTH
GUESS I'M JUST A TOXIN FOR YOU
WE WERE AT EACH OTHERS' THROATS
YEAH, I GOT SOME CAUTION TOWARDS YOU
NOW YOU PICKING UP ANOTHER, LIKE WOAH
IS THIS AN AUCTION FOR YOU?
WHEN I WAS WITH YOU, I WASN'T HAPPY
I BECAME OBSESSIVE
I WOULD ALWAYS SAY I'M SORRY
IT WAS GETTING TOO EXCESSIVE
YOU BECAME AGGRESSIVE
I BECAME DISMISSIVE
WHAT THE FUCK IS OUR DYNAMIC IF WE YELLING ALL THE FUCKING TIME?
I WOULD START TO PANIC
WANTED YOU TO JUST BE FUCKING MINE
I WAS HUNGRY FOR YOU LIKE SOMEONE WHO'S TRYING TO CUT A LINE
WE WAS ON THE EDGE, BABY
I HAD TO CUT THE FUCKING LINE
FELT LIKE SPLITTING MY HEAD OPEN JUST GET SOME CLARITY
ARGUMENTS WOULD NEVER END
IT WAS FUCKING SCARING ME
I WAS SCREAMING FOR YOU TO COME BACK
YOU WAS NEVER HEARING ME
YOU WAS MY EVERYTHING
NOW YOU'RE JUST A STRANGER TO ME
SCARED TO EVER LOVE
YEAH, I FEEL IT'S JUST A DANGER FOR ME
I'VE REGRESSED
I'M DEPRESSED
I'M A MESS
I'M A MESS
ARE YOU HAPPY NOW?
ARE YOU HAPPY NOW?
ARE YOU HAPPY NOW?
ARE YOU HAPPY NOW?
ARE YOU HAPPY NOW?
ALL THAT SHIT
ALL THOSE LIES
EVERYTHING YOU SAID TO ME
DID IT MAKE YOU FEEL BETTER?
DID IT MAKE YOU FEEL BETTER?
ALL THAT SHIT
ALL THOSE LIES
EVERYTHING YOU SAID TO ME
DID IT MAKE YOU FEEL BETTER?
IT MADE YOU LOOK WEAK
credits
from LUMINOUS ROT,
released March 4, 2022
VOCALS WRITTEN AND PERFORMED BY TAHA
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supported by 20 fans who also own “WEAK [FEAT. TAHA]”
When promised a journey, I wasn't expecting such an expansive one. The different styles & influences blend beautifully into a cohesive flow across the 4 tracks. greyfleshtethered is definitely one to keep an eye on going forward. Mark Doubt
supported by 20 fans who also own “WEAK [FEAT. TAHA]”
An excellent find and a wonderful addition to the melodeath/doom of the world. We can never have enough music of this quality. Brett (Lascaille's Shroud / Soulmass)